He’d lasted a week, and then he was searching the internet to see what he could find. There was a lot out there, but you had to subscribe or pay for a membership to get more than snippets. For that he needed a credit card. Since he was a minor and would need a parent’s permission…
For a while, he’d been satisfied with the short clips he could find, but then it wasn’t enough, not when he had that first movie to compare them to. It had taken him two months to get up his courage, but finally he’d sped to Metropolis, where he could remain anonymous, and found an adult video store. He’d known he could pass for older, strangers had mistaken his age once he’d gotten that growth spurt right before he started high school. He’d used the attitude he remembered Kal was full of, and found that it was easy to get the videos he wanted. No one ever questioned him or asked for ID.
Now, a few months later, he’s seen a large number of them. Whenever he has the house to himself, or is positive that his parents are asleep, he slips a disk into his computer and makes sure he has some lotion and tissues nearby.
He even has his favorites now. There’s one man that Clark watches almost religiously. As far as Clark can tell, he’s not making any new ones, but he’d done at least twenty before he stopped. They were all done in 2000 and 2001, with the final one released in September of 2001. Clark’s seen all but that one. The last one the man, Dean Laxer, had starred in has been particularly hard to find a copy of for some reason. Clark had heard about it in the chat rooms and message boards, but he hadn’t had any luck finding it. Until recently.
One of the online friends he’s made over the last few months said he’d upload a copy for him. He’d done it a couple of days ago, and ever since then Clark has been waiting impatiently for a chance to download and watch it. Tonight’s the night. Even though he’s never seen Dean’s face - the porn star keeps it covered with a fitted, royal purple hood with eye holes - there’s something compelling about him.
Clark wants to see the movie for a couple of reasons. The fact that it’s the only one he hasn’t seen plays a part, but the biggest reason is that he’s heard a few things about it. Such as, Dean, who always tops, bottoms in his final movie, and with more than one man. Clark gets hard whenever he thinks about it. He’s enjoyed watching Dean top, controlling the men he fucks almost completely, but the thought of such a man taking it really flips Clark’s switch.
As soon as his parents had left after lunch today, Clark had started the download process. He really hates still having a dial-up modem. He’s dying for DSL, but knows that the family budget just can’t take it. Clark tries to be grateful that they have the internet at all. He’s been checking the download progress every few minutes for hours now. Finally, the indicator reaches 100%.
Clark’s already so hard, he feels like he’s going to burst just from the anticipation. He thinks about relieving the pressure before the show starts, but decides against it. He’s learned the value of holding off these last few months. The quantity of his orgasms may have gone down a little, but the quality has improved by a huge amount. Letting the pleasure build for a while definitely makes coming more intense. Instead of five or six times a movie, he generally only comes twice, occasionally three times. However, the force of each one often leaves him reeling for several minutes. He usually has to rewind to catch what he’s missed.
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Re: Guilty Pleasure, pt 2
Date: 2009-09-10 04:14 am (UTC)For a while, he’d been satisfied with the short clips he could find, but then it wasn’t enough, not when he had that first movie to compare them to. It had taken him two months to get up his courage, but finally he’d sped to Metropolis, where he could remain anonymous, and found an adult video store. He’d known he could pass for older, strangers had mistaken his age once he’d gotten that growth spurt right before he started high school. He’d used the attitude he remembered Kal was full of, and found that it was easy to get the videos he wanted. No one ever questioned him or asked for ID.
Now, a few months later, he’s seen a large number of them. Whenever he has the house to himself, or is positive that his parents are asleep, he slips a disk into his computer and makes sure he has some lotion and tissues nearby.
He even has his favorites now. There’s one man that Clark watches almost religiously. As far as Clark can tell, he’s not making any new ones, but he’d done at least twenty before he stopped. They were all done in 2000 and 2001, with the final one released in September of 2001. Clark’s seen all but that one. The last one the man, Dean Laxer, had starred in has been particularly hard to find a copy of for some reason. Clark had heard about it in the chat rooms and message boards, but he hadn’t had any luck finding it. Until recently.
One of the online friends he’s made over the last few months said he’d upload a copy for him. He’d done it a couple of days ago, and ever since then Clark has been waiting impatiently for a chance to download and watch it. Tonight’s the night. Even though he’s never seen Dean’s face - the porn star keeps it covered with a fitted, royal purple hood with eye holes - there’s something compelling about him.
Clark wants to see the movie for a couple of reasons. The fact that it’s the only one he hasn’t seen plays a part, but the biggest reason is that he’s heard a few things about it. Such as, Dean, who always tops, bottoms in his final movie, and with more than one man. Clark gets hard whenever he thinks about it. He’s enjoyed watching Dean top, controlling the men he fucks almost completely, but the thought of such a man taking it really flips Clark’s switch.
As soon as his parents had left after lunch today, Clark had started the download process. He really hates still having a dial-up modem. He’s dying for DSL, but knows that the family budget just can’t take it. Clark tries to be grateful that they have the internet at all. He’s been checking the download progress every few minutes for hours now. Finally, the indicator reaches 100%.
Clark’s already so hard, he feels like he’s going to burst just from the anticipation. He thinks about relieving the pressure before the show starts, but decides against it. He’s learned the value of holding off these last few months. The quantity of his orgasms may have gone down a little, but the quality has improved by a huge amount. Letting the pleasure build for a while definitely makes coming more intense. Instead of five or six times a movie, he generally only comes twice, occasionally three times. However, the force of each one often leaves him reeling for several minutes. He usually has to rewind to catch what he’s missed.